If you're not the one.
Profile

tree polaroid

Amanda

5SY/6SY 1PR 2PR
RedCross ;]
Gaming ;D
WT Practioner :d
Elf! :D

Maybe someday I'll hit someone to my hearts content ;)

HeadBanging


Tag

Links

Layout: vehemency
Icon: reruntherace

SENIOR.Rachel Ma'am
SENIOR.Azidah Ma'am
SENIOR.Pearlyn Ma'am
SENIOR.Pei Wen Ma'am
SENIOR.Sarah Cheong Ma'am
SENIOR.Sarah Tan Ma'am
SENIOR.Shafwaty Ma'am
SENIOR.Victoria Ma'am
SENIOR.Wenqian
SENIOR.Ruth
SENIOR.Carolyn
SENIOR.Deborah
SENIOR.Dione
SENIOR.Faeqa
SENIOR.Isabel
SENIOR.JiaPing
SENIOR.SitiSarah
SENIOR.Gilda ma'am
SENIOR.JingRui ma'am
SENIOR.Michelle ma'am
SENIOR.WaiLam ma'am
SENIOR.YanBing ma'am
SENIOR.ZiYing ma'am

Red Cross LevelMaties .
Memek
Amanda.K
DeeDee
lala
Ruiii
Mar-sheep
Poh
Piramol

SCRCY SecOnes2009 .
Alyssa
Chen Yee
Kimberly
Miselle
Nicolette
Xuan Yi

Friends .
R O S A
E S T H E R

T R A C Y
M E G A N
R U Y I N G
L I M I N
A D I L A
C L A R I S S A
S A N D R A
R A C H E L
E L L A
I X O R A
G A B B Y
J I N G W E N
K A R U N A
E S T E L L E
L I S A
J O L Y N
E R I N
P E A R L
Thursday, November 12, 2009, 10:28 PM

" Okonkwo was well known throughout the nine villages and even beyond. His fame rested on solid personal achievements. As a young man of eighteen he had brought honour to his village by throwing Amalinze the Cat. Amalinze was the great wrestler who for seven years was unbeaten, from Umuofia to Mbaino. He was called the Cat because his back would never touch the earth. It was this man that Okonkwo threw in a fight which the old man agreed was one of the fiercest since the founder of their town engaged a spirit of the wild for seven days and seven nights."

- Things Fall Apart by Chinua Achebe

Well that starting paragraph made me stay on reading the next page so I'm sure it'll get better :)

I feel happy, for at least I went online to search for the stuff I need to buy.
Finally.
Now i just need to train. And cross my fingers and hope I pass on Saturday.


ah shit.




9:25 PM

Footdrill was fun today. I don't want to think about Saturday though.
And tomorrow. oh tomorrow.
And NYAA
And Trips, planning, buying, investing.
And time.

So, there were so many unhappy things in the world.
Whats your definition of a holiday?
Mine's been thwarted.




Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 7:06 PM

I feel like breaking into a hazardous infectious chest rippling cough
I'm just not coughing so that my parents wont get annoyed.


I have clay.
We had alot of time to mould it into something ideal
Something we liked
But distractions came along
we left them alone
the clay has hardened
whats the percentage of making it change its shape?




Tuesday, November 10, 2009, 10:05 PM

I had this draft since 10.07 pm and I havent posted it till now.

Because I just stared and didn't know what to say.

Maybe that's our weakness. We just dont know what to do.

Or the other way round is you think we don't care about you

But we do.

If we dont we wont stress ourselves out sitting in the middle of the compass point




Monday, November 09, 2009, 8:26 PM

I just realised we were'nt doing our job.
I just realised how troubled they are.

Why am I so blur that I only realise things when they're too late?




10:28 AM

Tomorrow is.. is.. SONG AUDITIONS!
I still remember last year, when we first started off. Everyone was waiting patiently, no excitedly outside the room. Our seniors went in first, we just stayed outside and tried to hear the person singing inside.
And its back again. shucks :( I wonder who's going to be there.
And I'm ic! :/




Friday, November 06, 2009, 9:43 PM

My five hundred and eighty- eth post for my last.... last...2 , 3 years?
I feel like I'm all ready now to dump the blog, but no, I'll never abandon! :) Haven't been that tired lately, at least I dont close my eyes while eating anymore during dinner or lunch, or wake up feeling tired. Waking at 9.00am nowadays is a BIG improvement.
BIG NEWS: CHARLOTTE'S COMING BACK ON THE 21st!
Finally something worth celebrating about. Just that It'll clash with a lot of stuff. darn. >:(
Tomorrow's the Bukit timah hike. :( Oh well, I shall brave the trecherous journey with a big smile
:D . But I feel.. lazy. I hope I keep my standard up :/ Because training for tomorrow will be much worse.
Footdrill today was... fun :) Being Ic wasn't as bad as I thought.
But I have to be ic again on tuesday! :(




Monday, November 02, 2009, 5:13 PM

I've got a headache. It hurts. ow




Sunday, November 01, 2009, 7:25 PM

Im feeling down. I know why.
I have so much things to do, I dont know when to start. I dont know whether im using my predicament as an excuse to not be able to do things. I really deserve my predicament because I'm just not as good as others.
Call it wallowing in self pity, whatever but it is true anyway.
I just realised how lonely I am.

What to do? Life is like that. And will always be like this.

When you say things you dont mean, it gets caught the wrong way.
I shouldn't have said anything.
I promise myself that when I am at that place, I will not treat them this way.

Demands.
How do you satisfy them?




2:26 PM

I dont know what to say. Was I wrong? Annoying? I don't know.

I'm writing down all the things I have to go for on my calendar. Its the first time I'm doing that and I just realised how screwed I am. I'm really busy..
Amanda.L is going to whine about how she keeps having to say "How about next week?" Because we keep postponing our rollerblading lesson. I'm missing WT.. ALOT OF IT because I've got Mt Kina training.

Now now, should I kill myself and go for another one?