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Friday, February 29, 2008, 6:30 PM

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!


AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

MALACCA WAS SUPERRR GOOOODDD!!
FUNN!!!
EXCITING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sheesh,
i have never ever enjoyed myself that much before.
never.

so starting with the first day,.
i had my period and it was disturbing me
bev had it too so we were both very annoyed
spirits were down so bad.
we were like sulking all the way in the bus to malacca.
and gosh. beverly kept on sleeping.
ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I can die seeing her sleep so much.
sleepy beaver.
So anyway. we went for lunch then. LUNCH WAS GOODIEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
THERE WAS SHARKS FIN AND THERE WAS SUCH A SPREAD!
8-10 dishes!!!! chinese food.
um.. i tell you.
if you see me eat at malacca.
um.
i think you get a shock of your LIFE.
i was eating so much! SO MUCH!!
it was so wierd! i never had such a ferocious appetite in singapore
but this was difff!!!
so much "free" and GOOD FOOD there i just couldnt WASTE IT AWAY
you know me. i just can waste food.
but if its trash, it belongs into the bin
After that big belly filled with probably expensive matter,
we went on this wierd and horrid "amazing race" thing.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was only abit fun. BECAUSAE WE HAD to stand under the hot sun and climb the stairs to A'Famosa and all those places.
fun part was when me and bev cot lost in the palace ...

I DID BATIK PAINTING!

AHAHAHAHA! SO COOL! MINE"S NICE.
thats what i think.


Together, me ru ying and Beverly sorta like went shopping.

HAHA . our first stop was to get ru ying a mineral bottle of water from giant,
than we ended up in burger king eating onion rings lol.

Suddenly the topic of "ruth" came in to our heads.
believe me. you wouldn't wanna know what the hell we were thinking and talking about with beaver.

So we went hunting for a prezzie for both of ru ying and beverly's brothers.
while me on the other hand started gazing at wu zun's face on a poster at the cd shop
FFRREAAKKAE.

and it was actually a cartoon face of wu zun.

-.-"""""

-.-"

---.---"""

WHILE STILL TALKING ABOUT THE MYSTERIOUS TOPIC.

HAHA.

so anyway, me and bev got a room at the end.
1410 i think.
HAHA. we were like playing around in the rm!
it was so bloody fun.
while every body was like asking each other to go to their rooms.
me and beverly were like:

"uh.. we are really busy"

"i dont think you shud come"

"heh. We cant come, there is so much things to do."

there really was alot of things to do actually.

but while everybody was following the motto:

" the more the merrier"

Our motto was:

" privacy is better"

HAHA!

oh ye.my shopping stuff was mostly food.
and 3 small little knick knacks.

pictures are comin up soon. look out for them in the next post!




Monday, February 25, 2008, 8:59 PM

跟你谈，朋友们，
我所有不能解决得事都解决了。
跟你玩，朋友们，
我所有忘不掉的事情好像自己有翅膀，飞掉了。
当我不开心时，
你们都会作弄我，弄我开心你们才满意。
当你们不开心时，
我只能说这几句：“ 好了！不要哭！你会把问题解决得！ ”

I'll forever have you four as my best friends
nothing can possibly change.
nothing.




7:16 PM

Haha.
there isn't really much to write.
EXCEPT THAT MY ANGEL FINALLY GAVE MEH BACK A LETTER!!
AHAHAHA WAS HESITATING TO OPEN IT OR NOT!
so anyway
yea.
ruth really perked me up with a nice long cheery talk and esther and bev
were really nice too
bev as usual.
seemed as if she waas high on ecstasy.
i bet she ate 5 tablets.




Sunday, February 24, 2008, 11:28 AM

Damn.
i just realised i was such a bitch....

i was lying on the bed yesterday...

and i was thinkin:

"time to stop being a big bitch"

eh hem.

lemme elaborate.

i just realised that the difference between the span of time when i was in p5 to p6
and now created a big change in me.

when i was isolated, hated and rejected from everyone from p5-p6,
I was'nt happy. and that lead to the fact of me being very quiet, and i wasn't very
out going, i let everyone bully and push me around.... and most of all.. my only companion
was my form teacher as i always wrote all my unhappy stories in my journal.

Now when i started sec 1,
All the friends i had hated and not liked.
they didnt get back to sc. because of their psle results.
I went thru a big change and i was much more out-going...
i spoke out my opinions. ANd that. was much of a big problem.
I tend to be such a big fat bitchy drama - queen
i am so dramatic and i can actually barely stop myself from doing that.
I WANT PITY.
AND THAT FUCKIN SUCKS.
i have my own problems.
why bother others with them
i make myself look like a fool.

from now onwards. i will be quiet.
when i should be quiet.
and from now onwards. my problems will be mine.







11:26 AM

hehe..
I am awake

I AM AWAKKEEEEEEEEE

zzzzzzz




Saturday, February 23, 2008, 10:47 PM

I just came back from family gathering.
heh.
I FINALLY GOT TO KNOW THE NAME OF MY MINI UNCLE
MIN CHONG!!

HAHA

next im gonna post his phone no.
i want all of you to flood his mail box.
AHAHAHAHAHAH

his no. is 98740572

go flood ok?

keke.

the gathering was fun...
with my irritating cousin.
ye with him it was fun
got to know my minni-uncle better
got to know my minni-auntie a little better
hheehee.
there was a buffet.
and the mee siam was damn good
but if i ate any more after my 2nd helping i was gonna barf
zzzzz.
nothing to write leh....
if i got more juice i




9:43 AM

Maybe im expecting too much from you guys.
maybe i just want you to care bout me




9:41 AM

hm... i wondering if i'm overdoing it and expecting toomuch.




Friday, February 22, 2008, 10:20 PM

当你看到我朋友，

你笑，说我的头发好乱。

当我看到你朋友，

你的头发乱，

我帮你真理好。

为什么我可以为你造想，

你不可以多关心我多一点？

姐姐，叫你姐姐好了。

虽然我们现在很少见面，

等一下，

其实我们每天都见面。

只是我们好像没有跟对方谈吧！

但是，

我知道，你有很多是要做，

有好多事情要解决。

我就乖乖的做你的朋友，

安静地等你跟我说笑话。

crap. what kind of chinese poem is this?
its more like some confession.
btw, bloody hell its fiction。
btw i wrote this when i was emoish.
how "great" (crappy) does the "poem" (more like confession) sound?




10:09 PM

Um. i just went with my dad to get the maid.

I've never had a maid.
Its scary... after all the stories i'd heard from esther.
her name is called fitri

Zzzzz




3:30 PM

Um.

heh.

Today is thursday.
Just a shoutout : HAPPY B"DAY RUTHY!!!! HAHAHAHA

eh hem.

ok.

To day is thursday.
Red Cross

Eh Hem.

Lets talk about redcross.

Im gonnna start from the top.


So immediately after scool i sorta like went down and i actually changed in class.
zzzz.
The whole class ...i mean almost.. was in the class changing. cos the toilets were just jamed up.
and THE WHOLE CLASS was like: "ClosE THE DOOR! CLOSE THE DOoR!"
heh. but we did it in away that we didnt have to take our top off.
So i went down.. blah blah blah.
etc: labeling of bottles, late minute "making sure your bottles got no big bubble" kind of thing.missing stuff, must tell i.c.

wait. to ic: ZI WEI!!! GOOD JOB MAN! YE ROCK! keep up the good work.
Ex i.c.: FIONA! YOU TOO!


so.. we ran to the track with our bags and bottles.
usual thing.
we standing really still and passer-by's poking fun at us.
how i wish i could take out a rifle and shoot them sown.
bang*bang*bang*
all die.
But anyway. I really think today was really good.
much better than last week.
MUCH BETTER.
i mean in my point of view.
Cos we got to know each other better and we were more social.
and when azidah ma'am sorta like asked us to practise our "Sedia" and "Senang diri".
We actually formed a circle(reason was like so we could see what mistakes each of us were making) and took turns to say: senang and sedia.
Damn cool. i love my rc friends.
hehe. i am so.... heh. nvm.
um.. one embaressing thing.
there was this part where we were learning our evacuation lesson.
before it started.
i have this mentality that if they ask us to fall out. i go in senang.
so i was out side the 3se classroom than i.c. ask us to fall out..
and... i went into senang.
heh. deborah ma'am was like staring at me..
and than she said: um.fallout you dont have to stand at senang when you fallout."
-.-"""""""""
Paiseh like shit lah!!!
but she's rather funny..

than anyway. we had a on the spot kind of test today.
i think i passed.
oh and had punish ments.
SHEESH
53 pumpings.
3 min of hentak.
hentak was ok.
pumpings was like..
i mean if you make me do pumpings so sundenly when i havent really done it properly in my life time..
but anyway i almost burst out in tears. Miss heng was staring at me..
zzzz. paiseh again...
I dont think i'lll be able to clinch the best recruit award....
acccouting that there are so many things to do and i dont want to fail the tests..
eek.
sad..
you know i was actuallly really angry that the nco's were shouting at the sec 1's to fasten up our speed. i didnt know what to shout out....
but i cooled down and reflected like..
i mean they only do this in rc to train us..
not in real life.
they dont grill us like that in real life lol
hehe. so i aint angry.
heh. thank god there aint much hw.
i'll blog tmr again.
wait. wish me luck for the skit im performing tmr infront of the class...
zzz.


(this was yesterday's post. it kinda screwed up so i did it again.)




3:27 PM

um..
today was ok..
i ugess.
except that i think me and beverly just ate a laughin pill or something
and something that concerns rachel ma'am.
god beverly i will kill you




3:26 PM

haha.
its like nobody reads my blog anymore




Thursday, February 21, 2008, 8:39 PM





Wednesday, February 20, 2008, 10:08 PM

Five o’ clock and a fire escape symphony
Spilling out across the road and the square
And the sky’s the same as your own, do you think of me?
Do the parks and trees and the leaves reach you there?
After the rain, in the lonely hours he haunts me....
Calling out, again, and again....
Sophia, Sophia, I’m burning, I’m burning
It’s a fire, a fire I cannot put out.
Sophia, Sophia, I’m learning that some things
I can’t go without
And one of those is him.

And now I walk these streets like a stranger in my home town,
Learn the language, form the words when I speak.
But he changed me, I’m his ghost since he came around
Now I count the hours, and the days and the weeks.....
In passion and silence,
Every word, every line a measure
It’s the science of the soul.
And his books, they breathe a reason
And now, I want to know.....
Sophia, Sophia, I’m burning, I’m burning
It’s a fire, a fire I cannot put out.
Sophia, Sophia, I’m learning that some things
I can’t go without
And one of those is him.

And you, with your new born eyes,
Have you ever loved a man like I love him?
Do you hurt, but still feel alive
Like never before?
Oh Sophia! Sophia!
Sophia, Sophia, I’m burning, I’m burning
It’s a fire, a fire I cannot put out.
Sophia, Sophia, I’m learning that some things
I can’t go without
I can’t go without him.




7:22 PM

Life makes us understand
Life makes us suffer
Life makes us rejoice
Life makes us complete

Life is a test
Life is knowledge
Life is vital

I feel like.
EVErybody i love is sad
Im sad too.
I dont know why
Why are things so problematic.
I cant lead life like i want to.
everybody hates me now
what did i do?






7:16 PM

sigh. why do we have so many problems that we have to face.

Like you think.
Life is like a maze.
Every where we go, we only get deeper into the maze and the chances of us getting out are 30%
In life.
But if we THINK.
God gives us these obstacles.
The harder the obstacles are, the more prepared we are in the real world when we grow older.
Of course we all make mistakes.
We can ask for forgiveness for our sins from god but the problems we face later on are our punishments.
After our punishments, if we are good.. our life perhaps would be better than before.
But the obstacles will still take place.
Not PUNISHMENTS.
OBSTACLES.




7:13 PM

I wish i had three wishes.
*
THe first wish is to lead a happy life with no troubles.
*
THe second wish is to bless my friends with happy lives and even the problems they face will be solved as fast as possible.
*
THe third wish is I hope that god will love me and guide me and forgive me for all the sins i have committed.






Tuesday, February 19, 2008, 6:28 PM

um.. today. school was ok.

i forgot to bring home my math paper to sign.
no wait not math.
Geog.
Either Mrs mukherji or mr razak is gonna kill me.
but first time im gettin scolded by the teachers.
as long as i dont get scolded anymore for the rest of the year.
im clean.
(if rachel ma'am. you're seeing this. uh i hope you will forgive me and my friend.)
um.. long day. t-day.
I saw rachel ma'am today.

and i freaked out.
dont ask me why i did.
i just did.
There were lotsa ma'am's walking out of the amphi.
so i was with beverly walkin up the steps going to the library.
so she saw rachel and she was like..

Beverly: oooh. rachel...

Amanda: ok.. ye.. so what?

Beverly: hey.dun go.wait for me. (gives me that look) watch me.

Beverly screams for rachel ma'am's name 2 times.

[[Rachel ma'am turns and squints her eyes to look for the big idiot that just called her.]]

Amanda: WADDYA THINK YOU"RE DOING CALLIN HER JUST LIKE THAT?? WHEN you DONT EVEN KNOW HER FOOL!

Beverly: aiya. oh no. she's comin.

[[and beverly runs up the stairs ggigling and i become her scape goat. obviously i cant run anymore cos rachel ma'am has already spotted me and i being such a freak. start saying out loud and using hand actions pointing beside me(to the invisible somebody that was meant to be beverly) that i didnt call her and it was actually bev.)

then i ran up. and bev on the second floor still finds it funny and calls out to rachel one last time.

but i started giggling to at the same time afraid. giggling because bev fell.

tmr beverly. i dont swear but i promise to all my blog readers that i will kill. you. damn i will)




6:27 PM

Hey..

how come i dont have friends like you do..

shit. no fair man..

tottaly just... ENVIOUS>.<

hate myself for eing born at the wrong time.
to be specific.

WRONG YEAR.

ARRRGGGHHHHHHAAGHHHHH!

I HATE IT!.

I FEEL SO ABNORMAL!.




Sunday, February 17, 2008, 7:54 PM

I feeel so emoish.
I got that word from ruth
besides im feeling it right now.
so how coincidental...

UH.. i went for this big lunch to day
hehe.
food velly good
(uh... uncle. im not sure what to address you as. An im referring to you, the one that i told you to tag my blog. i think you're way to young to ba an uncle maybe i call you 哥哥 instead. now feel so paiseh -.-" anyway, thanks for the lunch. will see you next week.)

but ok. i have school tmr and i feel so happy to go to school.
But i have maths test on tue.. kana sai.

I got back my chinese test and science test . science wasn't that good but two thumbs up for both. (i expected to get really low for both but i got higher than expected.)
I think i'll get back geog tmr.
hm... i dont wanna fail that. and i still have history hw due. zzzzzz

but anyway. i think. forget it.
dunno wat to write anymore anyway.
zz
if i got more brain juice i'll write more later.




Saturday, February 16, 2008, 9:36 PM

ta da ta ta tada tata dadadada

I'm wishing I was lonely
sitting on a tree
whistling with the wind
so tranquil and free

Life is such a bore
nothing much to do
only noise and fury
i wish i was you

Im like a kebab
on a satay stick
people fry and fry me
till I end up dead

I wish i was an angel
nothing but just peace
I hope no one reads this
you know what i mean.

heh, i wish i was dead

heh. you probabaly think im lame, sorry, im just passing my time




7:24 PM

I feel so emo.




7:15 PM

the miracles. of a single de-stress choc.
i have taken a toll of 4.

im not suprise if it goes to my thighs.




5:08 PM

hm..
no one is online;.

and i am so alnone..

how i wish i.

o crap. wat IS my wish.

oh yes. i hate my life




Friday, February 15, 2008, 10:14 PM

uhm.. its so late noew..

and im freaking out cos im like alone outside..in the living rm...
and i just researched on Doc. Martin luther king.
And his assasination.
imagine how dramatic and scary it is. to actually think about it.
you step out into the balcony with your fellow friends.
suddenly you get shot in the cheeck.
than your last words are to a musician
saying that later at the meeeting, he's suppose to play the song "take my hand, precious lord" really well.
If i were at that scene when he was shot.
i'll drop dead on the floor and die of a heart attack.
he was a really good president..
i mean like. wat is america's problem with a black as their president??
yeah, like obama vs clinton.
gee.
Than how bout us singaporeans?!
we have an indian as our president.
and we arn't even talking rot and **** out of our mouths.
Shame on you america, and i mean the white's that are against the blacks.
so racist and havin the rule broken for the equal rights of all men.
and the guy that shot doc. martin luther king---
wait. i thought i heard something.
im creeping out now...
i'll tell you more tmr when it is bright
and not so scary.

im off




6:43 PM

Singing "bubbly" right now.

Im trying to keep my spirits high.
Because i've got a test next week and hell. i dont want to do it.
neither do i want to do homework.

its so pathetic to spoil a nice weekend like that.
but can i do anything?

Yesterday it was redcross.

Hm..
It was actually like the first time i got a taste of the real "authentic" Red Cross meeting.

Good experience tho. it kinda like prepares me. and i like lost one kg cos of that and the constant eating of watermelons. Dont hate me for losing weight. its YOUR fault you didnt join red cross.
but of course i didnt just join red cross for losing weight. I could have jus joined ncc if i had that TOTAL DESPERATION OF LOSING WEIGHT. Obviously i didnt want to waste my precious time on crap cca's so i chose redcross. (if you think im trying to be sarcastic, i hope you accidentally scald yourself in the chem. lab.or perhaps if im bad enuf i'll curse you that you break your ankle.) (because some of you ARE SAYING THAT)

I mean, yes it was tiring.
4 mins of "hentak"
hm.. im not fit.
it was my fault also. was so late on orientation day.
I thought that yesterday, we sec one's sucked.
THERE WAS NO ENTHU.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh
AND The IC part is so scary.
Hell i was scared for fiona.
But shit i was expecting it to happen.
sorry.

Even i think the sec 2's thought that we could have done better.

Bah.. im not gonna rattle on about us sec 1's yesterday.
its a given.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Esther gave me choc on Valentine's.
:( I only got that.
that shows that i've got a problem with my social circle.
and i really do have a problem cos i didnt give my friends anything too.
how deserving.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

To ruth: heyy. sorry for irritating you in the library.
but you are so nice to irritate.
so... addictive.
cos when i irritate you, you just..... GET SO IRRITATED!
but i'll stop.
I was probably high.
maybe i was high cos of the Anti coke month i was doing.
The deprival of coke for a month.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

To Esther: The choc was nice. Thanks!

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Tracy: I understand. I tottaly understand. I've been thru much more than you.
:D Keep on the bright side. It will be over and done with.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

D: I think I just broke my com screen from excesive blogging




Wednesday, February 13, 2008, 7:51 PM

EIther i am frggin out
or maybe the chances of me jumping of the roof in school is high.
So today, you can say.....
perhaps..
or...
maybe....
might be..
that..

My day rocked.
and sucked.

Well the rock part is that
i funally let everything out.
like.... JUSTICE IS DONE.
oh you wont know what im saying.
but i might suffer for the rest of the whole yr
but who cares.
I stood up to my believes.

so the bad part is....
RED CROSS.
ok
i still like red cross



BUT.

Today we had to learn all the commands and all that
and i think i sucked.
i hope tmr i dont die from the NCO's
Wenqian and my other senior said that there was going to be this
thing called "Punishment" tmr
I keep thinking im going to ---
I cant keep saying that.
suddenly half way i writing than i "smack"
die on com
but anyway. i hope i don do anything funny or wrong tmr
BECAUSE IM TRYING TO KEEP MY ENTHU SPIRIT HIGH.

IF I DON DO WELLL IM GOING TO CRY.


i'll write more later




Tuesday, February 12, 2008, 6:31 PM

Hi.

So today, Red cross said they wanted all the recruits to go
to the amphitheatre during recess.
AHAHA. ye. I went and i had to learn this marching thing.
And i tell you.. I TOOK SO BLOODY LONG TO LEARN IT.
EITHER IM dumb or im DUMBBBB.
In front of my two seniors.
SO BLOODY pai seh luhh..
it is either I forget or do wrong ly.
zzZZZzzz.
I better learn before thur.
Or i die.
++++++++++++++++++++++++
So anyway, I did my chinese and science test today.
It was overall.... OK.
Nothing difficult i think
WAIT. ABIT DIFFICULT.
BUT FOR SCIENCE MOST OF THE ANS WAS A GIVEN.
so i think i'll do ok except for the past geog test i just did...
I've got a stinky feeling that something bad is really gonna hapen.
unless im wrong.>.<
OK. I didnt keep to my promise and i didnt eat watermelons.
I didnt eat ANYTHING.
except drink a packet drink that was frozen to the core.
I threw the pack away.
Pisssed. MONEeee wastedd
ANd. [I found out esther hates watermelons]
So.. tmr, Im thinking I will buy my foood at the fruit bar.
Well its healthy and yummy foods right?
Nah, it wouldnt hurt to eat a 98% fat free choc, oatmeal QUaker bar.
+++++++=============================
Mrs low wants the whole school to skip tmr.
I think its immediately after flag-raising.
and sheet.
I didnt bring it home, i left it in class. esther did the same..
die again




Sunday, February 10, 2008, 1:37 PM

AH..
I love blogging...

But to bad i'll have to blog less now.
D:

Heh, anyway.

Its like been one month since i started schooling in secondary.
So many tought times, so many shit things, so little nice stuff.
Hmph. Great.
But I guess, no. its not going to be the end of it.
Perhaps im only just at the tip of the ice berg
perhaps im only skimming the top of a pot of hot boiling soup.
Its only just the startein of alot of crappy and unexpected happenings.
I've ought to understand that somethings in life are meant to be
they are there to prepare me for the future.
to mould me and make me understand that life is not as easy as it seemed.
So these are my plans:

I will only blog when I feeel like it
I will only blog, nothing more, nothing less.
THe computer is meant for me to do my work and blog
The computer is not my play-time toy.
I will study like crap.
I will not watch tv.
I will not watch tv because i want to take control of myself
and kick the habit of being a gogglebox.
I will not get distracted by anything when i'm doing my work.
I will stop quarreling with my sister (ps: that is IF she does not irritate me and she BEHAVES)
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I WILL NOT SLACK DURING RECROSS
I WILL LOVE REDCROSS
I WILL UNDERSTAND THE NEED TO LEARN FIRST AID
I WILL PASS ALL THE REDCROSS TESTS OR EXAMS OR BLAHBLAHBLAH
(ps: meaning i jus wont fail.)
(if i fail i'll chop off my finger)
(with a parang)
I WIL TREAT MY SENIORS WITH RESPECT.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I will save my monneeee
I will not spend my money unwisely.
the things i buy, i must make full use of them
I WILL BE THRIFTY
I will only EAT WATERMELON DURING RECESS AND LUNCH
COS GEE, IM GETTING FAT.
ESTHER WILL DO THE SAME.
I"LLL MAKE HER DO THE SAME.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

XD

PS: I AM NOT SUCKING UP BY SAYING ALL THESE> IF YOU THINK SO THAN SPREAD THE RUMOURS AND CALL ME A BITCH IN SCOOL. I DONT CARE ANYMORE.

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SO THAT ENDS OFF




Saturday, February 09, 2008, 10:52 PM

Heh.

I'm listening to Fahrenheit's new album.
Its much better than the first one, its more...
MATURE, and the songs have got more meaning.
it aint that shallow anymore.
but wuzun can't sing leh..
my dear wuzun cant sing...

-.-"
I was looking thru my older posts.
there were many posts that were written with vengence.
Alote of hate.
When i read it i was like..

"ok... I was THAT angry? I wrote ALL OF THAT??"

I was like.
WOW.
THe posts were like practically sarcastically speaking,
ANGRY.
WOOT

i dint know that i hated my classs that much.
AND I DIDNT KNOW I HATED SOMEBODY THAT MUCH.
HEH!
WONDER WHO....

I was thinking.
I was actually very emo.
in p5 and p6.
not so much in p6 tho.
but still. I was like... I couldnt make myself trust anyone of my friends
even the closest.
I felt like.. there was always betrayal.
THats what i thot.
I thought that everyone would betray me if i believed them.
DUH. omg i hated the gang lurh.

But the main influence was like... SONIA LAH


Sheet, i have to stop this, i keep thinking about the past.
i shud speed up my pace and look at the future.
:D good to always look ahead

i promise,
I amanda will have no grudges from the past.
I amanda will not bring up the unhappy things about the past on my blog again.
Amanda will drop the past, grasp the future.

(ps: :D red cross rocks)




3:45 PM

Sheet.

It is bloody humid.
there is no air con in this rm.
only fan.
Must be content.
Sheet.
Fan cannot on.

Die.

SO, 60% of me dreads going to school
why?
Because of the tests and the part where you get your tesets back.
40% of me cant wait to go back to school because
it beats being at home doing nothing and thinkning if you shud
study or not.
-.-"
Lets Talk a bout my new comic strip i and someone else (ps: of cos i did most of the job) just made up.

(credits go to R.T. cos she gave us this idea)

suddenly you're watching tv than an advertisement pops up.

it show a2 stickpeople, one boy and one girl.

the boy is running away from the girl.

the girl looks gleefully at the boy and her arms are outstretched while running, holding out a BIG HEART.

hell, the boy just keeps on running.

(background scenary is a beautiful meadow with flowers of diff kinds)
(Background also got music, "tonight, i celebrate my love for you")
(well, thats probably what the girl thinks)

than behind the girls head there is a bubble, showing her and the boy on a date and hugging him

behind the guy's head, a bubble forms showing that the boy is holding a parang out, chasing the girl.

So back to reality, the stick boy keeps running

run for awhile, his stick feet drop off

runfor awhile, his stick knees drop off

runfor awhile more, his waist drops off

than he starts to hop with his upper body

slowly he is left with his head.

his head hops and stops half way.

the girl sees this and she stops dead in her tracks.

she looks around her and she sees that the boy's stick body parts are everywhere.

sadly, she keeps her heart away in her pocket and picks up one by one, each body part.

she sits on the meadow and tries to sort out the pile, to fix the boy back.

but each time she tries to fix back the body parts, they drop off again.

(than suddenly, the commercial folds away(as in transition).

a slogan appears : LOVE CANNOT BE FORCED

*Commercial ends*

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That is all i have to show and say




Friday, February 08, 2008, 9:41 PM

im wasting my time




9:41 PM

stop reading im wasting your time




9:40 PM

oh man, you're probably thinking im a freak




9:40 PM

now im serious.
but i dunno wat to say




9:39 PM

i wonder if im just gonna keep on posting random posts like this




9:39 PM

so ruth says she is think ing up a suggestion for her commitee




9:36 PM

Beverly just went offline. :(
I am all alone...




9:24 PM

MY SENIORS ARE SO NICE!!

disclaimer: hello! many of you pple say i'm a bitch for saying hello to my seniors in school. OI! no body said that saying hello to my seniors in school was not allowed! Jus because you dont have alot of seniors to say hi! to im still not a bitch. dont rush. YOU WILL GET YOUR SENIORS. sheesh. And plus, i am nnot sucking up to my seniors so stop calling me a BOOT LICKER!!!! EEAAACKKKKK!!! SHEESH! ****

So anyway, CNY was.. -------- for me
iI mean i envy those who had beautiful CNY's like ruth or perhaps beverly or esther
sheet. im gonna boo hoo
BLEH XD
yeah but i still got near 300 bucks
which is i dont know if i should be happy or not
but i think im content cos the moment i think of darfur
i freak out.
So anyway, i hate face boook.
that was really random
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Friday, February 01, 2008, 9:24 PM

Either i'm dumbb

or I'm dumbb.

But I dont think im smart in anysense.
but i'm sure the rattling here is just a figment of my imagination.
the sense in my statements are starting to cease to exist.

gone.

i dunno wad the shit im talking.

So I'm in for good new and bad news.

good news is.
I like red cross and I think red cross likes me.
Life is starting to get better

Bad news is.
The fruit bar in school is gone.
i'm gonna die when I get back my maths test.

So anyway, I'm just tottaly looking forward to the next red cross meeting.
hheeheee. I'm kinda high.
I promise i'll work hard to be the best recruit till the end of the year!
that is one of my new year resolutions.
HAHA!

I'm too sleepy to write anything.
when i'm more perky, i'll write.




4:46 PM

SHOUT OUT

ok. Redcross

I GOT INTO RED CROSS..

I LOVE RED CROSS




4:46 PM

SHOUT OUT

ok. Redcross

I GOT INTO RED CROSS..

I LOVE RED CROSS