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Saturday, June 27, 2009, 11:10 AM

hmm.. Its raining.

It once rained and I thought it was snowing. How stupid. Though it doesn't hurt to be silly. If our minds grow with our age, we'll never enjoy life right? HAHA, but then there's sensibility. Look at my dad, he still play's Warcraft or God of War. But he's just as old as your dad:)

Today's quote :
Lord, you are the One who keeps me from danger. You are my wonderful God who helps me be brave.
Psalm 3:3 paraphrased

There's spongebob now on tv.

Did I tell that I got gallery pastels in grey tone and that makes me so happy. And I got ink too, and a new 0 point brush. And I think now, the only thing that doesnt make me happy is that I can't find it.
Nevermind. It'll show up. Its unbelievable. It does'nt have legs. It can't run away! but its gone. If someone lied, i'd get pretty angry. oh well. I probably wouldn't be able to live without knowing how it's existance disappeared from this earth and how the atoms of it just dissipated but I think it'll show up. Unless of cos, the atoms some what mutated, grew legs, and ran away. But I'll still never know. My fault anyway.




Friday, June 26, 2009, 9:12 AM

I dream't that there was a guy, and a girl. And at first, I was the girl.

So the girl was in the shoe shop looking at shoes. and then there was this wierd guy and a woman about 50 years old? Eventually, she got sick of looking so she went out of the shop but caught sight of this shoe she really liked. Apparently, when the girl got back into the shop, through the shoe racks, she could see the wierd guy standing outside the shop with his phone at his ear, staring to the left with an odd expression, holding a piece of paper, with her face on it. The guy started running off with the phone and the picture and that instant she knew that the guy was looking for her. So through the racks, she stared at this fifty yearold woman and mouthed out the word help. She say she could but it would be diffifcult because the man was standing at the entrance on the right, onnly waiting for her to get out of the shop. she told her to go left but the woman said that she couldn't because her legs ached and left would have been a longer distance. I dont actually know what happened after this.

I think I woke up and then prayed that when I fall asleep again I would continue with the dream.

Then i think i was back again. So the girl finally got caught and she was in this dark place. there were guys leading her out of this queer spooky mansion so she asked the guy infront of her if he knew what "he" wanted her for. And he said no. She asked that question because -- , nevermind. So she got into this room with two guys. I think they were like, trying to make sure she wouldn't escape. Suddenly when the other guy was asleep, the guy that she asked the reason for why "he" wanted her shoved her in the toilet with a bag and told her to start packing all the things she needed. She asked why, and he said that they were running away. But the other guy woke up and they thought they were doomed and when the other guy asked the guy what he was doing. He wanted to follow too. So the three of them wanted to run away. They were almost caught but they managed to blend in with the crowd and misled the bad people.

I woke up again, the fell asleep again.

The three of them were together and tried their very best to avoid the bad people. The girl and the guy started to like each other but they only held hands.

But suddenly the girl got caught.

And she got married to the "he"

But she died.

And I was standing there watching her dead body in the middle of the pool in a white dress.
And the guy was shouting and screaming and cursing and what so ever.



I think this is like a bitter sweet dream.
Some how I dont get nice endings anymore.




Thursday, June 25, 2009, 8:30 PM

I do not know why I chose this skin for my blog. Maybe I was feeling down. :) But I feel different now. Even though blood boils because I know school is starting. Soon, very very soon. But this particular school break felt faster then usual. I guess when you grow older, things around you just move faster. they fly :)I should start weening myself off facebook. I'm going to promise that I'll only visit facebook to check on stuff. the games and all.

There shouldn't be school if there's H1N1. But if you close the school, its still going to get worse. If you allow school to continue, it will still get worse. No point eitherway. Just that the rates will differ. 30 people each day. by the end of 1 month, it'll be a total count of 6600 victims. But people get well, so yeah ... X)

Going back makes me feel like, i've never felt before. As though I want to prove something, that I can do it. That if everyone can do it I can too. But some mistakes are done and I cant erase them. I just turn pages and look forward to the pages that I can prove. Right now, the books are infront of my and only now, do I feel the need to flip them open. It always seems like only till the end, would I do my best. You can't blame me. Thats how I'm made to work. If I set my heart to it, i'll do well. You've seen it before.
Same like how I would be insanely crazed when I first started out last year, doing everything I could for it, overseeing the point that maybe I was going to far, but you see it earned me so much right? Only now when I see the whole picture clearer, it was pretty stupid, but it worked out. :)
And now, Im stashing the old book only holding on to some of the papers i've torn out.


miglioramento

btw, you should move on too.

Because you aren't moving if youre gonna just stand there and do your dance.
waving your hands in the air and twirling round.




Monday, June 22, 2009, 8:04 PM

HEY!
I BREATHED IN HELIUM DURING THE WEEK END
Cos I was at orchard road with my parents and people were giving out this red balloon with this "SALE" thingy on it so when the balloon couldn't fly anymore, my dad had the idea of sucking in the helium cos the day before we saw the myth busters show and when they sucked in the helium.. boy was it funny =)

I did it and I sounded funny too =D


wee hee heee! Saeee leuuuuu taeee tionnns =)




Friday, June 19, 2009, 9:14 AM

DIYANA, THIS ALREADY SHOWS THAT I ABSOLUTELY LOVE GU JUN PYO WHETHER HE EXISTS OR NOT. AND IF HE DOESNT then I absolutely adore Lee Min Ho =)




Wednesday, June 17, 2009, 5:48 PM

I didn't say anything about the end of June camp? I just stopped. Well it was after, June camp. I was still trying to run through my head on what I was suppose to do next. Call my dad or wait for awhile because I knew we had some unfinished business. We then all decided to thank the ma'ams. I remember saying, "I wont cry". Guess my nervous system played out on me. So there we stood in a dumb folly crying our eyes out and saying our thanks. We went on to the red cross room to look for the other ma'ams.


seriously what was the big point of this post?




Tuesday, June 16, 2009, 4:53 PM

On Sunday I procrastinated
On Monday I procrastinated
So today I will finally write about June Camp 2009

So, on the morning of 12th June

Initially, in the car I was cracking my brain up, trying to think of what I'm going to do and how I'm going to go about doing it. Go about lugging my stuff from the car to the lobby then to the amphitheatre. But the biggest problem of all was my bag. So I brought whatever I could to the amphi and sought help from the Sec threes who in which teased me for not being able to carry my bag in which they are indeed correct to do so because that meant I was seriously weak. Arm muscles arn't building up. Gradually people came and hell broke lose as we started to panic and go into chronic hyperventilation because we were afraid that we forgot to bring something, brought something extra or forgot to do something. We scurried in the Amphitheatere like ants on hot coal.(I'm being over dramatic.) because if ants were on coal they'ed be pretty fried in less then a second. As I was saying, I bet we were pretty relieved when the sec threes were doing the Bag check. OOps. but thank god I brought everything. We had PT first I think and it was 4 rounds round the track. There was Recreation and I'm proud to say that I reached chloe first when we played the chick-hen-phoenix-what-ever-you-call-it-game and the top ten would get chocolate from chloe. I had an extremely hyperactive reaction while playing the games in recre, we then ate lunch and set off for archery. I felt stupid doing archery and as though I haven't felt stupid before for doing stupid things but the past is past and it was hard trying not to think of stupid things while trying to aim and shoot the arrow. CONGRATS TO THE THREE WINNERS WHO GOT THE TROPHIES! In a way we are all winners because we survived archery, very ALIVE but skilled. Now we know who sucks at archery and who rocks at archery. Now we have widened our scope in life by learning something new.... and did I mention buddy was a plastic bag?
Btw,
I had the most peculiar conversation with Piramol ever.

P: hey amanda!
A: Yo=)
*SHe comes over to my ear and..*

*BURPS*

*She runs*

*I curse*

On the Bus to and fro from archery was really nice because we bonded alot, singing songs and talking ccrap and telling *ehhem* jokes. I can't really remember what happened and what we did immediately when we came back.. oh yes, i think we had camp preparations, and THIS was what i was DREADING THE MOST. I dread campfire. I DREADED campfire. I didn't want campfire. I totally zonked out when we were discussing what our item was going to be. And when it comes to cheers, I'd be hiding 30 metres below the earth's crust, digging towards the heated core of the earth. I tried facing up to it, i really tried. We had tea? i think and then we started the long awaited barbecue! me, aisyah and amanda.l were the ones who were supposedly "protecting and looking after" the fire. although we didn't start it cos ms ku helped us. We barbecued the food and I was so screwed. I remember that by fanning extremely hard at the burning coal, it sustained the fire, so I fanned EXTREMELY HARD at the barbecue which was a bad idea because the thing caughtfire and I almost was the cause of burning the dinner. I think I ate an incredulous lot of food and had people feed me cubes of watermelons.(sounds very wrong.) so dark loomed above us and we had to pack up. Deborah tan YC called me stupid cos I was carrying 4 bricks to the eerie door myself. Truth is, I was curious. I was curious why others were so scared and what made it so scary. well, I think I was scared, but not scared because of Ghosts but because if there were construction workers there or something. so when I went there myself 3 more times I always made sure that I'd put a brick to stop the door from closing so fast and slammed the door shut when I was done then made a run back to the courtyard. I kinda figured there should be more security guards walking round school. After cleaning up, it was bath time! which wasn't very pleasant because when it was going to be my turn i forgot to bring something ESSENTIAL up to the third floor toilet. So I ran all the way back down.Ran all the way back up and bathed like a dog scratching himself(bad metaphor) because i though that there was 4 min left! then I ran like a mad woman back to the class and on my way amanda said that there was no need to run cos there was like, one hour and fifteen min left. hey, i was still soapy when i came out. then we shifted our stuff to the Gym and we chit chatted. I took a stroll with piramol at the tracks then nadira wanted to come too, then marsya came and they tried to scare me by running away. bah, its gonna take alot more to make me scream. or yell. We went to sleep in the gym. And trust me, it was so darn difficult to sleep. I kept waking up thinking it was already six and I actually thought the clock was spoilt. gah. So this was the end of day one.

Day 2 The morning. 13th June.
I woke up, folded my sleeping bag and brushed my teeth. I was so happy I could wash my face. I felt so clean already! =) Had breakfast, I can't remember what happened. I think we had lesson. Footdrill lesson was so funny! then we went for Chinatown cleanup. The oldlady was so nice =) She reminded me of granny and yet I dont know where she is and what she is doing. Nicci was DA BOSS.total ownage. We were just the puny people at her service.LONG LIVE NICCI! LOL. went back to school, bus ride was awesome. had camp preperations, I was shaking in my knees. We finalized our skit and then we had abit of a problem about our sleeping place. We got shifted to the Spice Rooms. because of problems we only got 40 minutes to bathe. and shift our stuff from the classrooms to the spice rooms. traumatising. my poor fingers were turning purple from carrying stuff, good experience. I think the mood was gloomy when we ate our dinner, nevertheless, spirits remained high when campfire closed in on us. all except for one of cos. but I bared it all and I laughed it off at the end! =) It was then I realized , its only fun if you make it to be. No one can change how you feel except yourself. so amanda soo didn't quite know herself yet. after the cheers and skits, there was another segment, we had to make a costume, we didn't win but, WHO CARES. I thought our model looked AWEESOOMMME.

haha, did this for fun.

So after campfire, we had nightwalk! and night walk, the ex ncos came back. Apparently I was caught and I spent the rest of nightwalk with Danielle ma'am and Yanbing ma'am. I was suppose to "protect" them and make sure they didnt get caught. We ended up hiding behind big white pillars, in trees and staying stoned on the swing. Fun! We kinda like hid IN the tree and not BEHIND the tree. After nightwalk we had supper and we were all sweaty again... Slept and the spicerooms and it was super peaceful. although I had a wierd dream in which i am unable to recall.

Day 3 14th June
In between we had firedrills, i forgot to mention, first firedrill my group saved Yanbing ma'am. Second firedrill my group saved ziying ma'am. okay so I woke up, and immediately when mary got up to open the door, my eyes flew open and I sat up as wenqian got in and told us to wake up. I quickly got my stuff and ran to the toilet with amanda. And did I mention all three amandas were sleeping next to each other. cute. lol. it was then in the toilet i realised and suddenly exclaimed "wheres my buddy?!" oh well, lost it there. haha. rushed out of the toilet and had to transfer stuff back to classroom in twenty minutes. had PT run at malcolm park. Almost dropped dead. had breakfast and a stomach ache, then we set off to hike at MR and litter picking. we came back and had lessons i think. then bam, it was the end of camp.

im finally done. I actually took ALMOST the whole day.






Monday, June 08, 2009, 10:26 PM

um. something about my current blog song, when it plays, the beat and the tune, the hype..
makes me feel as though even when it seems like there's nothing worth living for in life, it really is there, but i just don't see it yet because i'm walking towards it, learning stuff on my way.


ooohh... so creepy.




10:13 PM

My 501th post through out a string of 3 years? oh well... =) 50 push ups and 30 sit ups after i bathed.
hm. not a very good idea if I'm making an effort to get clean. Watched the drama for like, 60 % of the whole day, and i'm proud to say im on the 15th episode.
Not much to say, but here's a quote from my daily calendar of Bible quotations.

June 8th
When you ask Jesus to live in your heart, You become a brand new person inside. You are not the same anymore. A new life has begun.

2 Corinthians 5:17 Paraphrased




Sunday, June 07, 2009, 7:11 PM

June Camp!
Thrilled. But I can feel the fear... Its pretty stupid but im always like that so.. hurrh. As long as I check i got everything and i don't miss out stuff, what ever comes will come anyway anyhow. Can't stop any disasters from arriving if its beyond my reach can i? (btw, the cbox is so dead. but.. no bother) Archery... hm. As long as I dont shoot arrows backwards thats fine. Everyone should be safe around me. No guaruntee though. Should I hurt anyone with the arrows or even kill you I hope you'll forgive me=) Very Accident prone. So just keep a distance, so that my arrows that backfire dont reach you. good luck.
Foyle Young Poets emailed me about some creative writing research thing. cool. I didn't win or get recommended for anything I wrote and I sent in last year but there's still this year! Recieved a package through mail about a little book full of poems written by others from the society.=]
I'm going to see if I can try and finish my 1000 word History project writeup in one day, tomorrow. That'll be fun.
and anyone who's interested in the writing competition here's the link.

http://www.poetrysociety.org.uk/content/competitions/fyp/

entry form is here

http://more.poetrysociety.org.uk/foyle/entry01.php