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Friday, July 31, 2009, 9:12 PM

"dropping out as a christian"

when I saw your line, I panicked.
So I asked, what was wrong with you. You talked about things I did not hear of, that i did not know of. You said that "you lost your faith". And I reminded you of who you were, who you used to be. The always-so-enthusiastic person that truly loved him. But you suddenly spoke as though you were a totally different person. Just because others tell you "you have no faith", do not let them lead you. You are who you are. you have a mind to think.

You ask, "Do christians gamble? and lie?"
I cannot say no. Because I'm very sure every christian has lied at least once. There are christians that are hypocrites. like you said, "they do things behind your back and act holy infront of" you, He can see who truly loves him and who only treats their life as a stage show.

But i'm finally glad you woke up after I talked to you. Even though I haven't seen you in ages, I still miss you anyway.

I know you like donghae... so,
SUJUFIGHTING! :D




Monday, July 27, 2009, 9:01 PM

The skin that overlaps the black crystals of my eyes grow heavier as the clock ticks by each second and they eventually seal tight. So I try as I might to rip them apart so I could see the panel light that shines so brightly infront of me with words as bold as ever.

GEOGRAPHY.

dOh my,

me and amanda almost got caught on camera today. but we ran away fast enough :D
and this primary6 or sec 1 boy took my shoulder for the railing and grabbed on to it when he was gonna fall.
I could have punched all his little teeth out.

but i didnt.

oh well





Sunday, July 26, 2009, 7:53 PM

When you lay there on the bed.
I didn't know what to say.
We don't share a common language.
So all I could say is "get well soon" in your language in which I know little of.

At 4.30pm today,
you were gone. untouchable

So you've gone back to the lord, you've gone home.

and I will remember you.

All I ever wished for was that I was able to communicate with you more fluently.
So now, whatever I say, you'll understand.




Friday, July 24, 2009, 7:28 PM

She's gone.

24th July

2009.

I don't know how long she's lived but it was long.

When you told me she passed on I just started crying.
Looks like the theory I had partially wasn't true.
But I only did for 5 minutes.

only for 5 minutes.




Thursday, July 23, 2009, 9:04 PM

Any way,

oh gee, what was I gonna write?




9:04 PM

Hm, i think there is something wrong with blogger. or maybe its my com.

because the page is absolutely distorted.




Friday, July 17, 2009, 9:16 AM

Havent blogged for a super long time.
and my hands aren't cold but it feels as though I cant type.
Like their frozen.

These few days have been super tiring. staying back. and all
straining for tests...
I think I'm just doing more then usual because I want to achieve something.
I dont want to just sit and wait for things to fly pass me. I need to grab on to something.
I've not been achieving anything. I haven't been
I dont even remember if I ever did achieve anything .


Btw, i havent been eating much cos I feel full
but i feel full because i got gastric.
which is stupid because its just a feeling.
and im not actually full




Friday, July 10, 2009, 7:45 PM

We were friends.
And we were so close.
and we drifted. we drifted so far away.
I don't know what was the cause. maybe I do but I refuse to believe that it was for that reason.
But i've known you for so long, I should have known that this was coming.

You stare through me like i'm not there.
We don't talk. We're like total strangers.
So I overestimated this friendship.
I'm sorry about that.




Monday, July 06, 2009, 8:34 PM

Copy and paste this link.
Look at how cool it is :D

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/8/8e/Pangea_animation_03.gif

This is Pangaea.
Billions of years ago, earth was just water and a whole piece of land, later on, we broke up.
Wonder why koreans are similar to japanese
or maybe
Europeans share a common ancestry.
Egyptians and middle eastern?

If we were once all together, stuck, a huge piece of land.
Then why do we still fight.




Sunday, July 05, 2009, 2:54 PM

1. Where did you take your profile pic?
Swensens

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Roundneck shirt and shorts :D

3. What is your current problem?
Song addiction.

4. What makes you happy most?
Being with my friends

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
Its you by Super Junior

6. Any celeb you would marry?
No.

7. Name some one/persons with the same birthday as you:
No one. but if its one day after its Mary Lim ;)

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
choir.

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
No way. -.-

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
POWERPUFF GIRLS ;D YESYESYES.

11. Do you speak any other languages than English?
chinese, does cantonese count?

12. Has anyone you've been really close passed away?
Not yet.

13. Do you ever watch MTV?
If I had it i would

14. What's something that really annoys you?
People being jealous. it really really annoys me

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Chapter 1
1. Middle name: dont have one
2. Nickname(s): mandy
3. Current location: Living room
4. Eye color: Dark Dark brown
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Chapter 2
1. Do you get along with your parent(s): yup
2.Are your parents married/separated/divorced?: Married
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Chapter 3: Favorites
1. Ice Cream: Strawberry cheese
2. Season: Winter
3. Air-conditioner: yup
4. Thing: MP4 player
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Chapter 4: Do You..
1. Dance in the shower?
Never
2. Do you write on your hand?
uh, no.

3. Call people back?
yup

4. Believe in God?
yes

5. Any bad habits?
lazy, procrascinate alot

6. Any mental health issues:
no, not for now

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Chapter 5: Have You..
1. Sprained stuff:
yeah

2. Had physical therapy?
If this counts a primary 4 girl trying to psyco me then yeah

3. Gotten stitches?
definitely.

4. Taken painkillers:
lots of it

5. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling:
nope

6. Thrown up at the dentist:
nope

7. Sworn in front of your parents?
ANd they so scolded me for that. I swore unintentionally and i didnt even know that it was swearing.

8. Had detention?
I will never never never have detention
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Chapter 6: Who/What was the last
1. Movie(s): Miss Potter
2. Three people who text-ed you: Mum, Amanda Loh, Mrs Fernandez
3. Person you called: Amanda.l
4. Person you hugged: I cant recall,
6. Person you talked to on msn? : Linda.
7. Thing you touched? dumb question.
8. Thing you ate? Fish beehoon
9. Thing you drank? cooling tea
10. Thing you said: What do you want?
11. Person you kissed: ? no one
12. Place you went: Wing Tsun , NTU
13. Friend you saw: Shi mu, Daniel, Kee leong, ex scgs student :d

ohh im done.




Friday, July 03, 2009, 10:05 PM

The oregano is happily by my table top surrounded by fish water :)
Even though I squashed it in my book when I came home, it is still alive.

You squared us in
Kept us secured in this suffocating space
when we couldn't breath
we called you
But you walked away
So we learned to pace our breathing
keep it steady
slow
it was difficult not to breathe fast
there was panic
But we learned
we lived with the fear

so we don't feel it now.
rest assured, we're fine.

but the memory will live on and fester.




7:11 PM

Everyone is talking about super junior. I actually didn't quite know why it was such a big hype. But maybe I know now since I've looked up two of their vidoes. :D And I Love their dance moves. Super.. haha, Junior.

In the morning, Me and some other people were like scouring the class for newspapers and spare national geo mags and haunting people for their best work to put up on the notice boards. After that, we had to wait for a really long time for cs so me and amanda stared at the fishes and laughed at them for like, 30 minutes. lol
Then, we had another laughing fit during cs because we were playing Pac man. and sort of like freaked out because we thought the disk that had our documentary was accidentally distorted during the process of burning because our voices were so high pitched but we figured out that it was the computer.

So I was hungry, and it was break. I took out my half eaten bread and took one bite.. mmm, nice. toook another...not bad... looked into my bread.
RED ANTS.

ALL OVER
MY


BREADDDDD

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AND I SWALLOWED THE FIRST BITE

So I threw my bread away and got amanda to check my bag if there were red ants, went into the toilet and spat all that gunk out of my mouth. sigh.

But I'm pretty happy i've finished all my projects. :D




Wednesday, July 01, 2009, 9:41 PM

Hm, Michael Jackson is dead.
A shock isn't it.

And so I used to hummmmm

Cause this is THRILLLLERRRR
THRILLLERRR NIGHTTTT
And no one's gonna save you from the beast about STRIKE!

And I used to TRY and sing

Billie Jean is NOTTT my LOVERR
She's just a girl who claims that I am THEEE ONEE
But the kid is NOTT MY SONN
She says I am the one, BUT THE KID IS NOT MY SON

Its so sad when I try and sing Michael Jackson's songs, I sound like a pig.
oink.

What every it is, I think i'll miss Michael Jackson.
Yup, but we all move on.

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We're doing Biology and currently growing plants through the processes of Hydroponics and Aquaponics. My hands were.. uh. wet and wrinkly like prunes and it didn't exactly stink so bad but it was sticky. ;( but seeing the plants made me happy ;) And I might not be so screwwed for documentary after all.